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All the High School Drama

© By Lauren R. Mccullough

She turned to see the look in his eyes
Then bowed her head and turned to cry
For she knew in her heart he would never be hers
Her feelings could not be put into words
All she felt was the urge to die
But there she stood and wondered why
Why couldn't he feel the same way
And could she make it through another day
She had never had a feeling so strong
But then her friends proved her wrong
They reminded her of all the guys
Who in the years before had made her cry
But she had so easily got over them
So why couldn't she get over him
Was it his smile, his everlasting gaze
That made her heart become ablaze
As the weeks slowly passed
Another guy's heart she had grasped
But she did not feel the same way
And the phrase 'I love you' seemed so cliché'
So she never said it back
And her love for him he forever lacked
So in this circle that never ends
A new door opens, a passion begins
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I See Me

by Jay

When I look into these eyes I find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at I see this fear of judgment that makes her cower at confrontation I see this hopelessness for the future that make her choices her burden alone I see this desperate need for companionship to make her strong in the savage world of humans I see this courage caged in her thoughts of inferiority I see these thoughts of abandonment that make her cling to anything I see this devotion to her beliefs that makes her fear death And I hate that the person I always see is me.

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Found these two poems and video on the web and Im beginning to realize I hate all the drama and secrets and stress involved in highschool. Seriously, life is so fucked up right now and not just for me.