Pics from Edmonton!

Outside the aircraft museum ^.^


WE'RE HERE!!!



Picture time!



Bored much shawna?


Outside the aircraft museum ^.^


Us in the van and on our way! But wait, why is it still dark out?


The seal does tricks!


Group pic! In the west ed mall, but who's missing?...



Later at the wok box on whyte ave...



Group pic! In the west ed mall, but who's missing?...



Holy crap, Madie's on top of the T.V.... But hey, Aladdins playing!



In our spiffy hotel room!


City pic...



Group pic before cats!



Group pic before cats!



Like the sign....


Hand sock star!


Shit! Someone broke into our room while we were gone and folded our toilet paper!


Nice name isn't it?

Seeing as how Lush is the new crack....

I <3 this stuff! (Emperor of Icecream, buttercream)

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue... I'm sorry

I... smell... sooo... good! Seriously, I keep lifting my arm and sniffing my wrist. I LOVE the emperor of icecream buttercream from lush. 'Tis amazing. On a sadded note, I believe my cellphone my be lost for good. Or at least until may/june when all the snow melts.... But, I will have to buy another one before the new year in order to save all my saved up pay and talk minutes >.<. Oh well, reallllly looking forward to christmas break in a little over a week and the thingo at sams saturday, woot! But this is just so you don't give up hope on my blogging, I'll try to keep updating this as to stop all the bitchin, byes!

11:25 AM

Sitting here in the library with Sam and Bunbun. I don't really have anything to say, I'm just humoring her and Banana. Oh look, Sam has new headphones. I like them. We've been discussing christmas plans, cute guys from Gossip girl and Jensen Ackles. Sianna just showed up!!!! Yay! for larger than life sized cutouts of Edward Cullen! Also, I may have lost my cell phone. In the snowbank along my driveway... ya... Sams a sellout for buying skull candy headphones and she hates the Veronicas. Whom I love. We're now discussing Sianna in Grande Prairie. I miss Ryan. A lot. Jensen Ackles. Yummy. I'm bored but have 20 minutes left.... Dum de do dum de da do... I want to go back to Edmonton!!!!!! I hate DC! I CAN'T STAND SUMMER AND EDMONTON BEING OVER!!!! Okay, I'm done with that now, le sigh. I kinda have a craving but I'm not sure for what..... Madie has a new haircut, its cute. Okay, this is painful now, cya'll. Btw, I have all your christmas presents, yay me! I like sams and alyssas the most but sam may not want to open it in front of her parents.

When you complain enough... ^.^

Video killed the radio star but the radio star is silently plotting her revenge....

Feeling much better today, especially after what happened after last night. You may be wondering what happened. Well, I was laying on my bed, sleeping, and my mom comes into my room and says "Time for bed, Arielle" and in my head I'm like "what the hell?!?" but I realize that after being sick and sweating all day, I really need to shower so I'm like, I just need to quickly shower and she's like "Gimmee 5 minutes and I'll be done in the bathroom". At this point I'm feeling very nauseous again and so I go down to the cold room for an old icecream pail to keep beside my bed. The my hearing goes and I feel faint. I sit on the floor (less distance to fall) and my mom calls me a couple of times (I'm also and of disoriented right now) so I'm like "I'm in the cold room getting a bucket". It gets blurry from here on. So I must have had my bucket and we must have gone back upstairs because the next thing I remember is my dad kneeling over me and I'm laying in the upstairs hallway. Then, after convincing them that I was feeling better (and my hearings back) I am allowed to sit up and apparently I'm really pale at this point and my bad says I had a mini convulsion when I fainted so my dad drives me into the hospital at 10:30. The nurse gave me one of those diabetic blood tests where they prick your finger and apparently mine was "good" (5.9, whatever that means, so I'm not diabetic...) Then the doctor comes and examines me and apparently my fainting was a result of low blood sugar and being sick and only eating 2 crackers and 2 cans of ginger ale that day... I for one didn't believe that I needed to go to the hospital, after I fainted I felt much better besides a massive headache. So, I had to go home, drink some juice and go to bed. The end!

P.S. Also, the doctor said that I had "stomach flu" and there was a lot of it going around, EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS 'STOMACH FLU'!!!!!!

'Tis funny even though she doesn't like twilight

Click Picture to view :)

My knees hurt.

Ramblings of a degranged girl

Haven't thrown up for about a half an hour now so I'm doing pretty good. And I just finished the supernatural episode and loved the Castiel/Dean bonding time at the end, t'was cute in a weird sorta way.... Almost forgot about this... TWILIGHT! IN 3 DAYS! Woot! They need emoticons on this thing....

'Tis a mediocre day

Yes, it's true. I am updating after over a month of neglect to my poor little blog... Not much to report besides the fact that I'm doing this cause I am home sick right now, started dry heaving about 10 minutes ago... Ick. Anyways, here's something for Ms.Nock, I am watching the halloween special for supernatural now even though I'm not supposed to on our computer, yay! Jensen Ackles... yummy. And Uriel is scary.... ..... Maybe I'll add more later...

I'm not going to see cats in October with Sianna. I think I might start to cry. It over a small matter but I'm still really upset over it. My mom used one of those pathetic, "Its not that we dont trust you, we don't trust the people your with" type exuses that are only good for 1 time. Worse yet my brother has a friend over and he's being a complete jackass to me because of it.

My trip to GP

4 pairs of fingerless gloves, the starry pair from claires, and the other 3 from ardenes, 3/$5

A book I found for El cheapo at costco from my one of my fave publishers

A cute bag from garage, regular: $18.00, sale: $7.00

A dress I bought on sale from Reitmans (Go me!)

The dress I will wear to the wedding, Also Reitmans

2 fedoreas, Regular, $12.00 each, got them 2/$10

Shoes from sears for wedding, very comfy ^.^

It unnerving how they keep multiplying....

Somewhere, somebodies laughing at me....

Your probably wondering what the hell that is. Well, I'll tell you. It is a med. size sewing needle that I pulled out of my big toe. I was walking into my room and caught in between the flooring in my room and the hallway carpet was a needle. It somehow wound up in my foot. Kinda in shock, I look down and try to pull it out. It doesn't come out. At this point its kinda hurting and I think "Crap". So I hobble downstairs and around the house looking for a pair of pliers to yank the sucker out. Finally finding some in the T.V. room (?) I sit down and try to pull it out. Again, it won't come out. So I figure that when I kicked/stepped on it, it hit the bone in my toe and bent. Once again, "Crap" went through my mind. With some twisting it finally comes out and yep, its bent. And of course once I pull it out even though its only a sewing needle, it decides to start spouting blood everywhere on my way the kitchen for paper towel. All in all, my days been great. Here's a picture of one of my kitties climbing a tree. Enjoy.

Japanese food is really made of cloth and thread

Meh, I'll finish the rest of our adventure another time. For now, I want to put out there that I am sewing plushies! Most look like onigiri right now but I'm expanding my horizons to other food-items. If you want a onigiri plushie, ask and I'll make you one ^.^ And ryan? I'm pretty sure the expression is "probably the later" not "probably the ladder". I think later (lay-ter) is pronounced 'la-ter' just because its the english language and it likes to mess with people. 'I' before 'E' except after 'C' except in words like

• beige
• feint
• feisty
• foreign
• forfeit
• heifer
• height
• heir
• heist
• neighbor
• reign
• rein
• seismometer
• their
• veil
• vein
• weigh (weight)
• codeine
• either
• Keith
• leisure
• neither
• seize
• weird
  

'I' before 'E' my ass....

Gone on break, Will finish tomorrow

Okay, I just want to tell you that this blog will contain :
1. A rant about the English language
2. An update about my "Oh so interesting life, and,
3. Anything else I feel like adding during the course of writing this blog (All in any random order I feel like writing)

So, I am going to start this blog off with the rant. This is being brought up because I remembered reading something somewhere about how proper spelling and grammar are being forgotten thanks to text-speech, l33t speech, or whatever you want to call it. Sam's rant about the book reviews brought up the inner ranter in me. I am sick and tired of reading pages on the net, or texts or emails that feature incorrect grammar, no capitalization and the fricking emoticons. Still, I will be fair. Its not even the smilies and emoticons that tick me off. Its the bad grammar that gets to me. I use emoticons and the usual "lol" or "nvm". We can all agree that they make life easier. But it ticks me off when I get an email or deviant comment that is one continuous run-on sentence, with no capitols or periods and goes something like this; "omg yur lik a photographer 2 i lik yur work XP you shud cum c my page i take pics 2 and mine r prety badazz". Not a staggering example but I'm tired of getting headaches while trying to decipher some of the things I'm trying to read. I guess my point is; If English is your first language, learn to speak it at least. Seriously, how much trouble is it to include a capitol or a period somewhere in your writing?

It REALLY gets on my nerves....

But, on to the next thing I wanted to put here. ^.^ (I'm such a hypocrite...)
Sunday evening I went over to Sianna's where we decided to go get movies and then watched "The Mist" (That movie had one of the worst endings ever. It came very close to "Lady in the water") After that horrible movie, Sianna decided I should watch the CATS movie for the first time. That, was an awesome movie. It turned out that we didn't go to bed until about four in the morning. After waking up Monday afternoon at about 2, we made french toast then went downtown towards Solidos (Finishing Figures) only to find it closed. A little put out, we went to the mall where we stayed for a while then we went to DQ. After supper we decided to go and see Shawna who lives not too far away. It turned out she wasn't home so we went next door and got Maddie. With Maddie in tow we then walked to Chelsea's (Another Tranime) where we talked to her about CATS tickets all the while getting mauled by her mini dog. She didn't want to walk with us so we decided to go see Ryan (known as Frank to Maddie) Sianna decided to call him to see which of his parents houses he was at and he find out hes in Edmonton and didn't even tell us! So, because we were still lonely, we headed to Jordyn's (Yet another Tranime).

On the way to her house we are walking down the street and we all see a cellphone laying by the street. We pick it up, open it and are greeted by a picture of a blond women in a bikini. It was pretty much instantly decided that it was a guys phone. Deciding to return it we look in the contacts and Maddie calls "home". A women answered and immediately asked if we had found her sons phone and we told her yes and where we were so she could come pick it up. While waiting for the woman to show up we decided to text "I want you" to a contact on the list named keat. Unfortunately, the woman pulled up before Maddie could figure out how to work the phone. After we gave her the phone, she handed Maddie $20 and we were like "Oh no, we can't accept that!" But she was like "Take it! Not many people would do what your doing and return the phone". So we took the money. We decided that we would then walk to Fas-Gas and buy munchies with our reward money. When we got there we looked at the slurppee selection and didn't like it so we decided to walk down to 7-11. We were just about at 7-11 when we looked across the street and were like "Does anybody feel like pizza?" We walked to panago, ordered a pizza, then bought slurppees with the remaining money. After getting our food we called Sianna's grandma and she gave us a ride back to the house where we ate pizza, popcorn and watched transformers. Will continue tomorrow.

Random song: Separate ways - Journey

R.D. still wants to break my arm....

ARGGG! My cellphone battery is acting all weird and I'm lonely and my almost year old ear peircing is infected and now deviantart updated its pages and its confusingggggg! At least Sianna wants to hang out on Monday....

I dont want a vegas wedding...

July 26th. That is when my cousins wedding is. Unfortunetly, the dress I wanted to wear still doesn't fit so I have to find something else in the next two weeks. Happily though (for me) Im getting a haircut and my eyebrows done before the wedding, my eyebrows 5 days before and my hair the morning of. It's supposed to be a big wedding which is not typical of my family. Examples: My parents, married in my grandparents living room. My great aunt and uncle, in their kitchen. Another great aunt and uncle, married in their living room. I also believer there was a vegas/elvis wedding in there somewhere... My family is very into small weddings >.<>.<

On another happy note, My dads still working on the hottub he's building so it may be done by the end of the summer and (hopefully) in use by my birthday! I don't really have anything to say here really, I'm just trying to get back into blogging regularly... Sooo, I guess thats it... cya!

Song: One of my faves, Bitch - Meridith Brooks
Image: One of my own... http://chaoslyrics.deviantart.com/art/Contemplation-91126077
Book: Harry potter series!
Movie: The prestige (hard as hell to follow)

I will need a small child for this

I AGREE WITH BUNBUN! I HAVE LOST FAITH IN ALL OF HUMANITY! I was going to fill this post with my story of how tonight there was a spider on my arm and I beat the friggin crap out of it with one of those things that gets pet hair off your clothes but I have something much worse! I logged onto msn to see if anyone was on and I get this message saying some one had added me to their contacts. Naively unasumming, I added the person thinking maybe I knew then and not the email or someone mistakenly added me. How wrong I was. He/She turned out to be online when I clicked "yes" and immeadiatly opened a convo window. It went like this:

Bonnie says: Hi

I say: hey...

Bonnie says: hey, A/S/L?

I say: who is this?

Bonnie says: hey whats up babe, U got a webcam? finally someone adds me, I am soo fuckin horny today for some reason lol
I say: good for you creep

Bonnie says: listen hun, I\'m just about to start my webcam show with jen, come chat me there in my chat room? We can cyber, I\'ll get naked if u do..lol!

Seriously! I was going to tell my heroic story, load pics on deviant and download music but I am very preturbed and am sitting here with a fricking twitchy eye! Thank you very much bonnie for activating my eye twitch ya prick. But feel free to comment and I hope my next post doesnt involve creepy msn convos ^.^

I posted this already but thought I should add the email address, bonniecylye@hotmail.com

Chupacabras give nice hugs

'Tis my favorite game! (Besides hide and go seek of course...)

So I've been back home from BunBun's since Monday. She and her sister got back at about 10:30 Sunday night so I slept over and went home when my mom got off work Monday. Since then I've been at home, cleaning, weeding the garden and just generally living out my exile. I can't wait till I have my N and can go places... >.< Of course, with the price of gas these days I probably won't be going very far... On a happy note I might be getting a new dog! My mom found her at the GP-SPCA when she was at the country fever concert last weekend and loves her so she's siding with me on this. The dog is a 10-12 month old Shepherd/Collie cross ans her name is Posh! Which so far has brought on the jokes. XP I have to wait until tomorrow to see if my mom and I are going to GP to get her! Woot! Anyways, the nights still young and I'm in a blogging mood so for no other reason than to appease my boredem, You may get another post from me tonight! Goody!

Song of the day: One tin soldier (Only song I can sing complety with out listening to it or the lyrics...)
Drink/Food: Arizona tea
Picture: Todays picture is brought to you by.... SAM! http://twoforteax.deviantart.com/art/Store-Front-48218324

Rutabagas ROCK!

I should go water El Chico Diablo....

An update in the exile of Arielle

SIANNA GOT HER HAIR CUT!!! (Just wanted to spoil it for ya all before she could tell you herself!) Anyways... I think maybe she got at least a foot (give or take) cut off. It was about 3 inches more then she wanted off but she seems to like it. Which is goo. Cause I recomended the person who cut her hair. That could have gone badly... Im still here at BunBun's, holding down the fort and I cant wait to go home! Not sure why... Just lonely I guess cause nobody gets on msn till like 10:00. But on the other hand I have been walking arond town alot which was nice. Might update later, might not till I get home again... Bye! ..... I really like this font colour on my blog.... Also, last time I house-sat, my mom would call once in a while. My moms at the country fever concert in grande prairie this weekend and my dad and bro are home alone. Not one call from them. Maybe they dont care... Meh

Captain's Log

Date: June.28th,2008
Time: 9:30pm

It's... quiet. Im not sure how much more of this I can take. The lonliness is taking its toll and I cannot stand the heat any longer. I fear I might be going insane. AND NOBODY IS EVER ON FRICKEN MSN! AM I THE ONLY ONE WITH NO LIFE!?! Le sigh... Is it possible to become starved for human contact in like less then 8 hours? Wait, hold on... either the cats are being loud or I'm not alone in the house... Okay, I think its fine now.

This is our decision, To live fast and die young....

Harry potter comic ^.^

Sitting here, in BunBun's house, at her computer, alone and playing with an exacto knife that is sitting beside the computer. Actually, there's two of them but ones been chewed on. Eww. Anyways, just sitting here, trying to fight boredom and loneliness, thinking that maybe playing with the exacto knife might not be such a hot idea. Although, on a related subject (kinda), it is EXTREMELY hot in this house. Like seriously, Im jealous of hell cause I think that they may have A/C...

It was a very uneventfull day. This morning I woke up, read, had breakfast, watched saturday morning cartoons (for lack of better time passer...), played tetris, read, waited for ashes to show up so I could leave the house, read, played tetris, read, (I raided your bookshelf btw lyss, Im reading the murder of bindy mackenzie...), Looked for cat, read and then when Ashes finally came in I went dowtown. Except it was looking very stormy so I went to DQ and came back. All of which took only an hour so Im back here now with my DQ supper in the fridge cause Its so hot that I'm not hungry anymore. Damn.

In case you havent figured it out yet, Im house sitting for alyssa while she re-roofs her cabin. Sianna is going to come over but shes not coming until sunday tomarrow o it will be a lonely night. Plus I can only make the T.V. semi work and Im completely lost witht the DVD player. Sianna got it to work last time, maybe she can work her magic again. Jeez, its bloody hot in here... Lately ryan has been into fashion designing which, by proverbial domino effect has reawakend my intrest in sewing and designing (it rises and wanes every now and then...) At the moment (not exactly right now) Im trying to do some lolita/goth/punk type stuff. Mostly accessories though. Lacey headbands, gloves, and a skirt are some stuff Im trying to get right at the moment.

I also wanna make some paper stars so I might try @ this very moment, brb... Okay, that was a disastor waiting to happen... Dumb stupid paper stars... I'll try again later maybe... Ive been at this blog for awhile... its getting pretty long. Maybe I should stop... or not. Im trying to figur out how to upload youtube videos to blogger but its not going so well either. I think I might have gotten it. I guess we'll find out. And its not. Le sigh... Well, Ive been sitting here for over an hour, maybe I'll try and got eat or read or something... Ciao!

P.S. The title comes from the lyrics of the song of the week, I really like that line for some reason... >.<

The usual ~

Song: Time to pretend - MGMT
Book: The year of secret assignments - Jaclyn Moriarty
Movie: Uhhh... Lets say... A great and terrible beauty (It comes out in summer of 2009 sam!)
Food: Im going to go with Icedtea again because its all I feel like eating/drinking at the moment...
Video: Just a link cause the damn video wont work... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmcAVqZE0dg
Picture: http://terraregina.deviantart.com/art/too-cute-to-smoke-80875129
Quote: Dr. Gregory House: I teach you to lie, cheat, and steal, and as soon as my back's turned you wait in line?
And the random thing for today is that exacto knife cause its still here and Im stareing at it...

Alas! I have... BLOGGING FEVER!

God I love that title... No idea why, it just kinda hit me. Lets see... Its 11:05am on a friday morning and I don't have to go to school today! ^.^ I have to go back Monday for my math exam and I'm kinda really nervous about that but I think I did pretty damn good on my english exam and at least passed my chem final. And, on another happy note, I'M PASSING GYM! wOOt! Hmmm... Just got a call from BunBun and she is making soup! Corn chowder sounds yummy XP.

Anywho... I'm kinda lax today, bummed cause I wanna do something with people but I don't wanna get up and shower and actually put something besides my PJ's on. Plus I'm home alone with no ride. At the moment I'm going trough my blog, and fixing almost anything the oh so great spelling monitor thing has underlined in red. And it says I spelt " monitor" and "spelt" wrong. >.<>

I feel like 3's today.... 3 Songs today: Poison - Groove Coverage Fragile - Delta Goodrem Fragile - Maria Mena (*Note: The 2 fragiles are diff songs*)
Food: Something light and summerish... like a pastry or a strudel Snowcone Icedtea

Picture: ~Something Ive wanted to order for a while. http://silentbeforethestorm.deviantart.com/art/Dance-of-the-muse-24953636 ~http://slinkers.deviantart.com/art/Suicide-n-Seizures-88097258 ~http://dolljoints.deviantart.com/art/Future-Past-78616124

Book: The sweet far thing - Libba Bray (Bestest book/series EVER!) The Host - Stephenie Meyer Flowers for Algernon - Daniel Keyes

Movie: ummm... how about, The brave one, And the transformers movie... And just for BunBun, the lion king

3 Quotes: ~The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average
man can see better than he can think.
~ There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.
~Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and
epochs, it is the rule.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

This blog had nothing to do with the title.... meh

Today's blog is brought to you by my pancreas...

So its Saturday night, about 10:32 and I haven't updated in over a month, woot! I'm kinda sugar high right now and blogging seems like a good thing to do. Anyways, Today was the trade show in town and so KJ, Sammymarie, sibanana & I all went down there and wandered around for a bit. It was fun, we talked and entered our names in random contests and SB got her left eye painted in the the little kids arena. After this we all walked down to the movie theater to see the movie, 21 (It was SSSSSOOOOOOOOO GOOD!, but more on this later...). We got there about 15 minutes before the movie was supposed to start so we spent time wandering around the co-op, looking at the ad board. Soon we went to the theater and sat down in front of *kidfromschool* and his 5 year old sister (who was watching 21....). And now details from the movie. IT WAS SOOOOOO GOOD! I LOVE THIS MOVIE! THE MAIN ACTOR WAS HOT AND IT WAS FUNNY AND HE WAS HOT AND A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER GOOD STUFF! Also he was hot ^.^ Afterwards, we all went outside, waiting for our rides and this ambulance pulls up at the movie theater and were all cracking jokes that it was so good someone died. Soon the paramedics got out and entered the theater (presumably to watch the movie...) and as they went in they used a command start or something to lock the ambulance which started a whole new round of laughter from us. Then our rides came and we all left which is why im here, explaining what happened. Also, I have decided to try and update at least once a week and in every blog I will have a -
1. Song of the week
2. Food of the week
3. Deviant pic of the week
4. Book of the week
5. Movie of the week
6. Quote of the week
& any ohter random thing of the week I can think of

And so here is the first set of the weeklys ^.^

Song: It must have been love - Roxette

Food: The vodka flavoured slushies at the movie theater....

Devi-pic: http://riku4245.deviantart.com/art/Demotivational-Poster-55034656

Book: Eclipse (Cause I just finished it & no matter what Sammymarie says, I feel sorry for jacob)

Movie: 21 (Cause it is just freakin awesome)

Quote: From Transformers - Sam Witwicky: It's a robot. You know, like a super advanced robot. It's probably Japanese. Yeah, it's definately Japanese.

And todays Random safety warning is for... sporks! Im serious, you could get messed up!

Yes, this was so important I had to blog about it....

Good news peoples! I'm passing math now!

wOO! A post!

This is just a minature post. My brother has a cast over his foot. No I did not break his legs. He snapped a bone in his foot and now has crutches. The end.

Life goes on. And on. And on. And on.....

It snowed. Theres another drama hurricane going through our group. Today was bad. People are complaining about my lack of blogging. I have to work this Friday. I don't f-ing care.

JFKDSF;H82347998685

OMG! TONIGHT WAS SO FUCKING EMBARASSING! SAM WILL HAVE A BLOG SIMILER TO THIS BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO POST AS THEY ARE COMING IN THE DOOR SOON! TALK TO YOU LATER!

GSFDAGSVKJC

i like dirty 6sxaSXAASZZZZZZZZZthings and bunbun I AM TOTALY IN LOVE WITH ANYTHING LIKE A CVROCH AND IMM IN LOVE WITH BUNBUNS EX BF AND LINDSAYS CURRENT BF

No officer, thats not my gun!....

Okayyyyyyy..... That wasnt the end of my last blog but apparently it dcide to delete the last hal and im not retyping it... so to make a short story shorter, I might blog again within a week, I might not.

I need an adult! I need an adult!

Huzzah! Everyone can stop wondering when Im going to blog again for here is a new one. Lets have a little update of the past (this was started 3 days ago but i was kicked off the computer and lost my will to blog for a while...) Awile ago we had another girls night which was awesome even though it was pink themed, we all hung out, did a fondue and watched silence of the lambs which is an amazing movie! Me=<3=hannibal>

Should I name this blog - Kinda sad really... or Wondertwin Powers, Activate!

Ive noticed something. I post a new post and usually get about 3 or 4 comments not including my own. I do not post for 2 weeks and suddenly I have a huge barrage of comments telling me I never update and I should get off my fat ass and do so. Its 11:31 at night and I have bowling practice for 4 steps tomarrow at 10. Im really not in the blogging mood and Ive been grounded from the computer for the past week. I mean, common! Its so totally not my fault that hurricane katrina went through my room! Im just a little slow with the reconstruction work... So you peeps are going to have to wait till tomarrow at the earliest for an update on my "oh so interesting and glourious existance". Plus I might have letters to write, and my dads asking me why I wasted money buying the movie "the fog". Havent watched it yet, I just hope its not nearly as horrible aas lady in the water...

Secrets, Lies and the truth

This is probely going to sound a lot like the blog before the last one but I dont care. Ive come to realize that sometimes, ignorance is bliss. Everything can be okay, a long way away from great, but okay and then suddenly you can find something out that just makes everything worse. Like the kind of secret you not supposed to know and it only complicates an already complicated matter? It wasnt too bad in central, only a few things here and there but ever since I got to south peace its all been one big conspiracy. There are alot og great times too but there often overshadowed by these secrets and lies. The truth usually only makes it worse and sometimes I just dont know what to do.

Ooopsie

hey, just wanted to say please ignore the earlier blog. I had a sudden bitchy momment and kinda just...uggg. Anyway, Im much calmer now and might be back later so bye!

Title Pending

All the High School Drama

© By Lauren R. Mccullough

She turned to see the look in his eyes
Then bowed her head and turned to cry
For she knew in her heart he would never be hers
Her feelings could not be put into words
All she felt was the urge to die
But there she stood and wondered why
Why couldn't he feel the same way
And could she make it through another day
She had never had a feeling so strong
But then her friends proved her wrong
They reminded her of all the guys
Who in the years before had made her cry
But she had so easily got over them
So why couldn't she get over him
Was it his smile, his everlasting gaze
That made her heart become ablaze
As the weeks slowly passed
Another guy's heart she had grasped
But she did not feel the same way
And the phrase 'I love you' seemed so cliché'
So she never said it back
And her love for him he forever lacked
So in this circle that never ends
A new door opens, a passion begins
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I See Me

by Jay

When I look into these eyes I find things no one else ever catches a glimpse at I see this fear of judgment that makes her cower at confrontation I see this hopelessness for the future that make her choices her burden alone I see this desperate need for companionship to make her strong in the savage world of humans I see this courage caged in her thoughts of inferiority I see these thoughts of abandonment that make her cling to anything I see this devotion to her beliefs that makes her fear death And I hate that the person I always see is me.

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Found these two poems and video on the web and Im beginning to realize I hate all the drama and secrets and stress involved in highschool. Seriously, life is so fucked up right now and not just for me.

Life can be so pointless....

Sitting here in computer tech right now (done all my "oh so hard" work) typing this. Not much to say to continue to ramble on... Bunbun and I continue to try and find immortal aims identity and we think we might know... Looked up some music Ry recomened and found this video, video is okay but I kinda really like the song. Continued after video >



Well, If you watched it good for you, if not, i understand. Still cant find a good shot to enter in the spss art contest but i'll find something Im sure. Went to sammymaries sweet 16 on saturday and it was really fun. We all hung out, ate alot and acted like creepy grudge children. At the moment Im just listening to songs on youtube while browsing on deviant art and Im finding some pretty nice stuff. I just noticed that my lst couple of posts have been in blue and purple... (I was going to do this one like that...)... See how bored I am? I have no life except for work (the bowling alley) and homework! Only have about 20 minutes left of the block so Im signing off of here... cya'll later!

friday night chillaxin

Soooooooooooo.... Im sitting here (friday night), drinking a grape fanta, listening to rasputin - Boney M & Living on a prayer - Bon Jovi while surfing the net and talking to 2 of my friends on msn who also happen to blog (BunBun and Sammymarie). Right now were having a conversation involving rasputin (the song and the character in the movie), snape (who played rasputin in the rasputin movie), dumbledoor, baths and non-hot actors.... Were weird okay? This weekends going to be bust cause I work tomarrow and am going to sammymaries party then on sunday Im working and doing a dinner thing for my moms birthday... AND i have homework on top of this... damn. Oh well. Im currently reading "It" by Stephen King (along with a bazillion others including many manga series..) and Im finding that its quite a good book. Well my blogging mood just died fast cause one of my friends left and Im out of grape pop sooooooooo i might be back later! If not check out my deviantart.com account @ http://chaoslyrics.deviantart.com/ Cya'll later! Peace out.

wOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

So its officially 2008. And has been for the past 3 days now.... so what if this post is kinda late?!? Anyways, ive been reading sammymaries blog and I just heard the good news! The guy who played cedric digory in the 4th harry potter film is going to be playing edward cullen in the twilight movie! wOOOOOOOOOO! I cant wait to see it! But enough fangirlish swooning... New years eve was fun. I stayed the night at Bunbuns house and ry and brend stopped over for a couple of hours. We drank daqurais, mocktinis, watched movies (the notebook - V. good movie) (Lady in the water - Biggest peice of crap movie you will ever see) and had fireworks. Went to bed at about 3:30. I might come back on later... i just totally lost my train of thought and my intention to blog...